Y’know I probably just caught like. A shitty strain of the cold and all I got was slight dizziness and a dry/sore throat. That’s only sore bc it’s dry. Even though it feels more like there’s a lump in my throat. But yeh it’s probaby just that.

Yet my mind still wanders off like “what if ur throat’s swelling up?” or “what if ur getting strep?” or just other things im afraid of and i just.

sighs i hate this so much why can’t i just be like “oh i think im getting sick oh well” and be done with it? why do i have to have the stupid brain that makes me panic no matter how much i reassure myself?